dear reader,

this weekend has been truly, sincerely a most happy, emotional and special weekend. words cannot express the warmth my heart & soul are feeling. thank you for the love and for allowing space for humanness, complexity, nuance, and space to be vulnerable. eternal sunshine was written with no intention for the world to hear her and she is now telling her story of love and loss, of grief and growth, of honesty, healing, and humaness to the entire solar system. she tells us it's possible to showcase the balance of emotions, that you can feel multiple human emotions and not have to feel one or the other. she starts with a question and ends with an answer. she's both a work of truth, of art, of what the headlines percieve Ariana Grande™ to be vs who ari is. i can honestly say this is first time i've felt fully present with an album and it has been a truly transformative experience, especially in my relationship to music. i hope you take what you need from her. i am filled with much gratitude and appreciaion to have such a beautiful, creative, and therapeutic outlet for my many, many, MANY cancerian emotions. thank you for your love, your ears, your hearts, & singing/dancing your cute asses off ! my heart is overwhelmed, to say the least. she is both beating out of my chest and falling out of my ass nervously and simultaneously excitedly. absolutely need to call a dr. and also get a 1000 year long nap. sending love, eternally.
p.s. if this looks familiar to u it's because brighter days inc. (previously lacua inc., now under new management!) failed to erase your memory of this moment. and also bc my dumbass accidentally deleted my last update with a similar vibe.