Dear sir starling, ... mr. starling? max! dear max, (it's chill, well be on a first name basis soon.) I've found myself lost in thoughts of you more times than I can count. Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat, a cliché I never believed until now. There's a light in your eyes that draws me in, a warmth in your smile that melts my reserve. Your laughter, genuine and infectious, resonates with me long after the moment has passed.

You probably don’t notice me much, just another face in the crowd. But I’ve noticed you. I’ve seen the kindness in your gestures, the way you listen intently when others speak, making them feel valued. I've admired your dedication and passion, the way you throw yourself into everything you do with unwavering determination. fuck! those! rats!

I admire you from afar, wishing I had the courage to step closer, to let you know how incredible you are. But for now, I find solace in these words, hoping they convey the depth of my admiration. Maybe one day, I'll gather the courage to step out of the shadows and share these feelings with you in person. i think that night will be tonight. |