thank u, next 
unarguably the most chaotic and healing time in my life. thank u, next feels like sweetener's older, protective sister. while sweetener was finding her way and learning the ropes of personal growth and healing, thank u, next was like "hey bitch don't worry, i got u." thank u, next was the product of surrounding myself with my favorite people doing my favorite things, causing chaos,
being chaos, making mistakes, learning to practice more self love and care more carefully. i learned grief is not linear, you can be at stage 1, to 3, to 5, back to 2, back to 1 and so on and so forth. i learned that while being drunk for 6 months straight off veuve clicquot with your best friends is fun, you've gotta remain productive. i've never been more grateful to use music as an outlet for what was going on in my heart, mind, soul. i've never been more grateful to surround myself with people who love me for me no matter if i'm having a good day, or a bad day, to let me be me in any state that i was of just
being. there are approximately 1000 songs sitting on a hard drive in a folder inside another folder with a troll under a bridge guarding it w 20 riddles that came from this time in my life and just ... having fun? living, breathing, hurting, healing, all with my favorite humans. no one else i would want to spontaneously dance to a mariachi band with in my backyard at 3 am than these ppl that helped make thank u, next everything she is and continues to be. ain't got nuffin more to say than i hope she feels like a hug everytime you listen to her, cause she felt like the big ass bear hug i needed during that time creating her